Good thing I had already decided to go with the “slightly repurpose leftovers” approach tonight, because that trip out in the cold to the store just sucked pretty much all the energy I had.

Wasn’t that much to begin with, making the low spoon option look good even before I went. But, that was just to the store right up the street 😩

Should have food for tomorrow and more trash bags now, at least.

withasmoothroundstone:

bittersnurr:

clatterbane replied to your post: “Finally got in to see a new PCP. They told me they don’t treat chronic…”:

I think “losing” applications is SOP, unfortunately. Not just the SSA, I lost food stamps and Medicaid coverage for at least 2 or 3 months a year over that. Every year. Existing file? They never heard of you before. Sorry you got that, and the rest

I’ve actually never had issues with medicaid I don’t think but I did lose cell service because I have a subsidized phone and they screwed my application up (I lost my phone number too)

This is my second denial for ss they apparently didn’t use the old files or the new files so i have no idea what the fuck they were even doing for the last 6 months. I get to talk to my therpist/social worker on monday and hopefully they can help me avoid it happening again

I lost Medicaid this year because of bullshit like that.  I got it back and got retroactive Medicaid for the time I was without it, which is good because I’d never have been able to pay the hospital bills without it, not in a million years.  But it was a serious hassle, and all happened for really stupid reasons.  I’m just glad I have a case manager who was capable of doing all the legwork to get it back, because I’m not even remotely capable of dealing with Medicaid bureaucrats.

In my case, also, Medicaid has tried to deny me on the grounds of income before, even though I’m in a protected category of people (in my case, Disabled Adult Children, there are other categories treated the same as well) who are supposed to be considered equivalent to SSI recipients for Medicaid purposes (meaning that I have no income limit for Medicaid).  I would call them up (back when I could use the Internet for relay purposes, before they required all kinds of bullshit to be able to do that) and tell them “Turn to page ____ of the Medicaid manual” and they’d just repeat at me “You have too much income.”  No matter how many times I told them to just open the frigging manual and what page to open it to.  Then I got Legal Aid’s lawyers to call them and tell them the exact same thing, and it was fixed with one phone call.  That happened to me at least twice.

This time though it was something related to a change of address or something like that.  But it seems like they’ll drop you for practically any reason.

And I’ve found that any bureaucracy whose basic goal is to save the government money by shutting as many people out of the program as possible, will do blatantly illegal things, including losing files on purpose (or pretending to have lost files), basically hoping that you won’t fight back.  And then half the time if you fight back even a little they’ll cave in.  They’re just banking on the fact that, statistically, most people aren’t going to have the time, energy, knowledge, and/or ability, to fight back, so they can save a lot of money by just ignoring people’s applications until they send in the equivalent of Legal Aid. 

California’s Regional Center system is notorious for pulling stunts like that.  In my case, for instance, they simply did not notify me when I was accepted as a Regional Center client.  The time for the notification came and went and they simply did not return phone calls asking if I was accepted.  The moment my mother sent them a letter by way of Protection and Advocacy, they suddenly sent me a letter saying I’d been accepted.  They were just hoping that we’d give up and go away when we didn’t get a response out of them.  And that’s because a large number of people wouldn’t know to contact P&A, and would either continue making fruitless phone calls, or give up assuming they’d not been accepted to begin with.

People tell me it’s too cynical to believe that places like the Regional Center exist in order to save the state money by denying people services, but that really seems to be their actual role in the world, as seen by themselves.  And Social Security, Medicaid, and the like are no different that way.  They’re all about making it as hard as possible to get benefits.  And that includes people who absolutely do qualify, who are even acknowledged by the state as qualifying, who simply aren’t told that they qualified in the hopes that they’ll assume they didn’t and go away.  And for things like Disabled Adult Child benefits and Medicaid, in states where DAC recipients automatically get Medicaid no matter what our income… they’ll basically pretend that they don’t know the law, because it’s so easy to pretend given how small and obscure the groups are that qualify in this way.

All of which adds up to a nightmare for anyone trying to get any kind of benefits or services anywhere, whether they technically were approved or not.

A little more context, in case anybody missed that link in the last post.

clatterbane:

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http://withasmoothroundstone.tumblr.com/post/126729442395/bittersnurr-clatterbane-replied-to-your-post

I recall that I think it was Florida got caught with internal memos and stuff years ago, with an “unofficial”-official policy of automatically denying applications regardless of eligibility in hopes that people would just go away and not be able to appeal. And that was stuff like TANF, where they knew full well that little kids were bearing the brunt. :/

That was just one case where it was documented and they faced scrutiny over it. I am sure that other states (very much including Virginia, where I was–and it’s at least as bad as Florida in a lot of ways) are doing the same crap, besides all the paperwork “losing” and “oops, you’re just not in our system!”. Besides similar bureaucracies at the federal level.

The only reason I had any kind of disability or medical benefits for years was because my mother knew her stuff and was persistent. A lot of people just don’t have the knowledge or the ability to keep chasing after them and making effective threats. I just don’t have the ability, at all, and never have. If something happens to my partner, I’m just screwed now.

It struck me as particularly ridiculous how they kept dumping me off Medicaid, which I shouldn’t have even had to submit a full application for since SSI makes you automatically eligible. Because they did have to cover the gap with back payments every time. (Unlike the food stamps, where they did actually save money.)

But, I was temporarily very limited in the medical care I could get, though thankfully my grandmother could temporarily cover any regular prescriptions that the doctor couldn’t make up in samples. (My main doctor was a good guy and would see me anyway, but you can bet pharmacies aren’t giving stuff out and billing later. And a lot of medications are bad to stop suddenly…) A lot of other people wouldn’t have that kind of backup available. I was lucky.

It was disruptive, and I suspect that was the main point. Besides the fact that it would have been hard for Social Services to claim they’d never heard of me to avoid paying out the huge $25/month in food stamps, without also dumping me off Medicaid–with their administering both programs. 😐

Reminded of this again, with the most recent Medicaid fuckery. Glad I found an earlier post I thought I remembered, not to have to repeat.

Haven’t been running across much discussion of this crap as an additional goal with the application changes. When pretty much anyone who has dealt with the system has already run into enough deliberate obstructionism as things stand already. Just another way to try to weed people out–and generally the ones who need it the most.

It does frustrate me, how many people who have not needed to rely on these programs want to assume they’re working fine now.

(Including with the “Medicare For All is the only way!!!” crowd. If you truly think that, you probably haven’t dealt with Medicare yourself or had people you care about harmed by the system as it exists in reality. Let’s fix it to be fit for purpose, and then maybe we can consider the rest. Yeah, some coverage in theory is way better than nothing at all. But, I am not going to pretend that’s ideal in practice. Those are not the only choices.)

Lack of behavior is not a goal in any training plan. Lack of behavior means something is seriously wrong. A good example is the dog who appears “completely fine” at the veterinary office, but is frozen out of fear instead. The illusion of “completely fine” is in actuality an absence of behavior.

lord-kitschener:

hannie-mylove:

keyhollow:

hannie-mylove:

keyhollow:

illogical-bullshit:

anti-sjw-movement:

violent-darts:

techno-gal:

memehumor:

Mom gets real in Facebook post about why the anti-vaxxer movement is so dangerous for her daughter.

Also, if you’d rather make dead kids than have the possibility of your own kid become autistic you are garbage

Vaccinate. Your. Fucking. Children.

Honestly, just vaccinate your children, for themselves and others around them like above.

Herd immunity is a huge part of how we came so far as a society. Don’t be a fucking medieval asshat. Vaccinate. Your. Kids.

Vaccinate your kids you stupid stupid people

No.

Then keep them away from the rest of us. I also hope you never have children, because that should be considered abuse.

I have children. They aren’t vaccinated. I wasn’t vaccinated. Nor were my brothers and sisters or cousins. Vaccines do not prevent diseases. Modern sanitation and plumbing. Every country that still has these diseases are the ones that are underdeveloped. They bring them vaccines and it only makes them sicker since their immune systems are already weak. I also know several moms who are nurses who don’t vaccinate.

Have fun possibly burying your kids, forcing them to endure painful diseases, and/or doing the same to other people’s kids, you selfish, pigshit ignorant moron. I’ll be blunt: you’re a shitty, incompetent parent who’s willing to possibly sacrifice your kids for scam artists who keep getting disproven, just so you can feel like a speshul mommy who’s unique and superior.

Seriously, you look at this post about a suffering kid and all you do is stamp your feet and say *no!“ like a little toddler. I feel sorry for your kids, being raised by a stupid, selfish, immature brat who’s fucking delusional enough to think organic acai bowls will magically cure everything because you want to play magical nature Disney princess, instead of actually taking care of them.

t3trahedron:

funereal-disease:

antifeminism-proegalitarian:

funereal-disease:

rainbowloliofjustice:

nopestilldoomed:

themasterplanner:

anti-stupidity-capaldi:

antifeminism-proegalitarian:

muzzledin2017:

thatdamnchristian:

teddybearsensei:

kathryntheshippertrash:

antifeminism-proegalitarian:

Tila Tequila legit posted this on Facebook and I’m very disgusted and ashamed that I ever looked up to her for anything.

i don’t even know what to say

Wow she is all kinds of shit

Tila has been shitty for a while now because it’s the only way to stay relevant

She’s been subject to horrific forms of abuse you wouldn’t even like to imagine so keep in mind she is a victim and undoubtedly suffers from PTSD. She also has multiple personality disorder. She has been raped and sexually abused.

Doesnt make any of this okay in any way, shape, or form.

I’ve known Tila is garbage for a while now, but she’s been so irrelevant these past few years I’ve all but forgotten why.

She’s also a neo-Nazi.

Also multiple personality isn’t an actual thing it’s called disasoiative identity disorder.

Having PTSD, mental illness, and being sexually abuse and/or raped doesn’t mean that it is okay to pray for someone’s death and then to celebrate it. 

You’re a fucking jackass.

For the record, while this doesn’t make her remarks *okay*, it’s worth mentioning that Tila Tequila’s bizarre personality changes (Neo-Nazism, flat earth stuff) set in after she suffered a brain aneurysm in 2012. This kind of thing is highly consistent with brain damage, a la Phineas Gage.

Legit? You got a source?

Here ya go: https://m.huffpost.com/us/entry/1323905

Well that makes everything about twice as sad and three times as horrifying

readsettlers:

“The National Archives are home to more than 11m documents, many of them covering the most disturbing periods of Britain’s colonial past. The uncomfortable truths revealed in previously classified government files have proved invaluable to those seeking to understand this country’s history or to expose past injustices.

It is deeply concerning, therefore, to discover that about 1,000 files have gone missing after being removed by civil servants. Officially, the archives describe them as “misplaced while on loan to a government department”.

The files, each containing dozens of pages, cover subjects such as the Troubles in Northern Ireland, the British colonial administration in Palestine, tests on polio vaccines and territorial disputes between the UK and Argentina. It is unclear whether duplicates exist.”

from “Why do archive files on Britain’s colonial past keep going missing?”