Hi! My name is Erica “Bro” y Media or Doddle and I know have another post going around with my commissions but I am reposting since it is slowing down and i’m redo my pricing and just everything about it in general. I am also opening up my nude commissions too. Some back story about this, I am trying to move out of a abusive home life and I am trying to stay out of FSSW too because it been demetimed to my mental health and I get sick often – partly due to the stress of being the peacekeeper, my school and medical debt and my house is not the best living contiondtion. I am a really disabled mentally, physically and neuoguailly mix race latin and southeast native american and it is really hard for me to keep and hold down regular jobs along with the fact a lot of people will not hire me due to reasons listed before and where I live at not many people want to hire from due to the reapation it has, along with the fact several of my past abusers and school bullies who assaulted me work or visit these places too. Also it been really hard to save money because I have to buy my own goeriecies/food, help my parents out or get my money stolen, and I have to keep up with my own bills since my parents are also struggling and I am the only one out of my siblings who actually working some at the moment. I Have a lot of debt from quitting school and I owe the school over a thousand (1,000+) for quitting and them starting the legal process to get their money back – even though I do not have any money. I also owe the hospital over two-thousand dollars (2,000+) due to finally getting my asthma deconized and I was in and out of the hospital with bronchitis and monochitas from may till just last month and I am getting sick again. My paypal is paypal.me/ericamedia and my wishlist links is here (x) These are my commissions at the moment, I might some more later!
Astrology – These tend to take a while to complete. I been studying astrology since i was young and started taking it completely serious within the last couple of years and I am extremely knowledgeable about many subjects about the stars and it been my special interstants on and off all of my life really. I take this very serious and I study and stay a student every change I can
Full Natal Charts – Forty plus dollars ($40+) These are very limited and they take me a WHILE to completely. They are extremely detailed and I try to go over everything I can with these.
General Full Natal Charts – Twenty-five dollars ($25) These are not as limited as the FULL full natal charts as they are not AS detailed as them. They are general descriptions of everything I see in your natal chart.
“First Glances” – Fifthteen dollars ($15) This one is for three (3) to five (5) aspects, signs, houses, or planets you can pick them out or you can let me pick out the ones I see espilley for uniqueness if you want. These are detailed and do not take me as long to completely, if you want to know about more than five (5) aspects but do not want a full natal chart you can add on more aspects for two-fifty an aspect ($2.50)
Mupitable Tranists – Twenty to Twenty-Five Dollars ($20-25) I do six (6) max for these as I said astrology is my passion but it takes a while to complete, but with the transits I have to completely fast, these are limited too.
Some Transitions – Ten dollars ($10) I do three (3) max for these and the above goes with this one. Not as limited as the Mupitabled.
Compatibility – Twenty-five dollars ($25) These are not as detailed as my others, I love to do compatibility but at the same time I can not fully encouraged theses because a lot of newbies and people not as serious into astrology take them a bit too serious so I leave these more general. These can be good for parents-children, siblings, romantic and planctioc pattereans, even celebrities because let’s admit it, it’s fun to see!
Tarot Readings – I admit I am still a newbie to Tarots but I put my all in it. I love doing tarot readings but they can be draining, I offer my tarots as cheap as I can!
One (1) Card Readings – A dollar fifty ($1.50)
Three (3) Card Readings – Fifthteen dollars ($15)
Six (6) Card Readings – Twenty-one dollars ($21)
Art Commissions – I do not have a lot of my recent work and I admit I am a bit slower with my art commissions than I like to be so I only offer clean linework and simple colorings. I am good with fashion models, simple simple simple scenes, some potatoes
Full Body Clean Sketches – Five ($5)
Full Body Simple Colored – Ten ($10)
Poritions, Simple – fifthteen ($15)
Specialized Readings – Vary, direct message me and we can talk and figure it out!
Nudes – I am going to admit, I hate these and I charge extra due to this being my main. I also do not do custom clips or videos, only role-playing and pictures because I do not have the wifi or ability to do anything else. I expect the full amount of money to be taken in account with these.
Role-Playings- I often go over with these – Fifthteen minutes (15) -thirty (3$30) dollars
Twenty minutes (20) – forty ($40) dollars
Thirty minutes (30) – sixty ($60) dollars
Custom pictures – I do not have many props or outfits. I charge the minual of seven ($7) a piece
So I figured where I want to go and do when I leave so yea ls help out or buy sme commissions please!
People with good parents get so offended when abused children speak negatively of their parents. Like…REALLY offended lol.
They say things like “Your mom would do anything for you” and “Your parents sacrificed a lot for you!” and “I don’t respect anyone who talks down on their parents.”
But just because YOUR parents would do anything for you and sacrificed a lot for you doesn’t mean it applies to all parents. We don’t have the same experience boo. You can’t tell me shit about what my mama would do for me. All moms and dads are not created equal.
PLEASE UNDERSTAND THIS.
my favourite was always “oh you just don’t understand how hard it is/was for her”
no, i do, she was constantly telling me that in between hitting me and depriving me of food, literally fucking pinning me to the floor and crying about how i made her so tired all the time
also you know what’s also hard? being a child who is 100% responsible for their parents’ emotional wellbeing and blamed for it when they have literally no control over what happens
Instead of inmates being able to receive donated books in the mail from family members and community groups, inmates at three New York prisons now have to purchase books selected by six, state-approved vendors. And the selection is limited. And expensive, activists say.
And about a quarter of the titles are coloring books.
According to the Department of Corrections and Community Supervision, the directive is in an effort to restrict contraband from entering the prison “through a more controlled inmate package program.”
Gov. Andrew Cuomo’s office has made the point that inmates still have access to prison libraries, but some say it’s not enough. “The problem with prison libraries is that [the prisons] control who has access to them,” said Amy Peterson with NYC Books Through Bars. “So people who are in solitary confinement don’t have access to prison libraries.”
Peterson’s group has been mailing books to prisoners all over the country for nearly two decades, with a focus on New York. “We get letters from people saying they had to borrow a stamp in order to write to us. So if these people can’t even afford postage, we don’t know how they’re going to be able to afford buying books from a vendor,” she said.
Over the past several days, inmate advocates pointed out that the vendors combined offered only five romance novels, 14 religious texts, 24 drawing or coloring books, 21 puzzle books, 11 how-to books, one dictionary, and one thesaurus.
“No books that help people learn to overcome addictions or learn how to improve as parents. No Jane Austen, Ernest Hemingway, Maya Angelou, or other literature that helps people connect with what it means to be human. No texts that help provide skills essential to finding and maintaining work after release from prison. No books about health, about history, about almost anything inside or outside the prison walls,” advocacy group Books Behind Bars complained in a letter to the governor.
It was almost entirely exactly like that chicken handbag
It concerns me that this response means there’s more than one type of chicken handbag out there…
THE DREAM OF THE CHICKEN HANDBAG
I admire the creators of skyravenwolf and I am incredibly inspired by their leatherwork designs. In my dream, I had decided to make a similar handbag. So I created a three-dimensional realistic life-sized leather chicken handbag.
Once I had crafted the bag, it was absolutely radiant and beautiful. I was extremely proud, and began carrying it under my arm. But almost immediately I realized that it made people behave strangely. Strangers asked to touch and hold it. Many believed it was a real chicken. They came up to me and told me their stories about chickens, and how chickens made them feel. At first this was lovely, and I was happy that people were sharing their experiences with me. Then a lady ran up to me and told me that she hated and feared chickens, and tried to tear the bag from my arms and throw it on the ground. I tried to protect the baby in my arms, and my beloved chicken, as this woman battered and screamed and tore at me. The hatred in her was sickening.
It sounds funny, but I found it terrifying – would something terrible happen to my chicken? I stopped carrying it when I was out with the baby, out of fear that the chicken would attract danger that could affect the baby. The energy of the dream changed from pride and admiration of my chicken to dread and chaos.
Throughout the whole thing, Dr Glass distrusted the chicken handbag, muttering “that abomination” at it, hiding it under coats and scarves so he couldn’t see it in the house, and reminding me not to have it visible when I had the baby with me, or if I was walking home in the dark. He said it was making me too unsafe. He said it was haunted by energies that were dark and menacing. He kept insisting that I “unwreak” it, which I believe was meant to be the past tense of “unwrought,” in Dream Grammar: “YOU MUST UNWREAK IT”
But he says that about lots of stuff I make, all the time. I’ll show him a really good drawing, or a sculpture, or tell him about a dream I had about Teletubbies, and for SOME REASON he usually just goes completely Elrond, like,
It’s just how he is.
But, yes, the dream was definitely getting OMINOUS. So in my dream I sought the advice of the creators of Skyravenwolf, who are practically astral beings in real life anyway, and they examined the handbag.
“The problem here is that you’ve accidentally ensorcelled it with the Spirit of Chickens,” they said gravely. (Ensorcelled was another word that the dream decided was part of everyone’s vocabulary.) This was because it was too realistic, and had attracted the Spirit to take up residence.
“It is too powerful,” they continued. “Now it attracts everyone with a chicken-shaped hole in their life. Sometimes for good, sometimes for bad.”
“Oh no,” I said. “Was I very cruel to the spirit?”
“No,” they said. “It is not a common mistake for beginners, but the Chicken understands. In fact, it chooses the avatar, so it’s really not your fault.” They reassured me, kindly, because I was crying with how much of my fault it was. “You must always discourage this sort of thing before you start crafting.”
“How?”
“You must bang pot lids together, or hit a glass with a spoon, to create a frightening noise.”
“What should I do?” I begged.
“You could release the Spirit of Chickens,” they said, “or it might get bored and leave. Or you could keep it – it has great power to heal.”
I don’t know quite what I did in the end. There was one more scene; I think perhaps it was the final scene before the official Unwreaking of the Chicken. I had invited a large party of our friends and loved ones to our house. Holding glasses of wine and sitting on each other’s knees and playing on the floor with the baby, our friends filled the living room, as they do. I removed the Chicken from a box and passed it around. Everyone held it, some jokingly, some seriously. They began to laugh, or cry. It seemed mystical, but safe. I woke up before the Chicken came back to my hands.
IN REAL LIFE
I pondered the dream for a few days. The thing is, the creators of Skyravenwolf are Proper Druids. I eventually sent them a message telling them about my dream. I felt self-conscious, but they are astral beings.
They took it quite seriously. They had just undertaken a commission for a chicken handbag, and thought my dream had been helpful and timely. They said they would take all precautions.
I am squeaking with laughter, but honestly, that DOES sound rather terrifying, and I can see why you were unnerved.
This seems like an eminently sensible precaution. Especially since I’m not entirely sure if I want to share my dream about the Haunted Chicken Handbag, or if it’s better to contain its powerful energies.
“…it’s really not your fault.” They reassured me, kindly, because I was crying with how much of my fault it was.
is sort of like the noise my brain makes all the time, unless I have it tuned to a particular channel.
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